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Calle is leaving Moorpark in 4 days...
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[ 01/15 // 4:30 PM ] |
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I HATE MY LIFE.
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[ 01/08 // 8:22 PM ] |
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 Winter Break Is Over! |
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Winter Break is Over! Im sad but at the same time glad to be back at school. Ive noticed I get really depressed over school breaks. I dont do anything. I just rot in my room. And sleep until 3 in the afternoon. It kinda sucks and makes me really irritable, like I close myself off and get isolated from the rest of the world. I dropped five pounds over break, I mean dont you usually gain weight? Whatever Im happy to be back in the merry sunshine! : ]
Im also in an "out" with my family. More specifically my aunt, I hate her alot right now, but my whole family is pissing me off. I came home one day to find my computer had been moved downstairs. BUMMER. So I decided to protest by shutting them out. I didnt talk to them for a week, or eat with them, basically I didnt leave my room. I even ordered my first pizza all by myself. Big accomplishment, I know. So this lasted until about yesterday (a whole week) when I was making cucumber sandwhiches and a bananna smoothie. I tried to offer my aunt some and she rudely declined, practically yelling at me , and then it escalated and she really was yelling at me about god knows what. She's all "You screwed up big time, You owe me, I can show you scary, scary is having your cell phone service shut off (I refuse to hand over my cell cause they didnt pay for it), I think you have something to confess to me, You owe it to me to be curtious, Blah Blah Blah...." Im just standing there with my mouth open going what the hell did I do, I dont even know, how am I supposed to confess if I dont even know what to own up to, and I thought about this for a long time and couldnt come up with anything. They are the ones who screwed up big time. "Dont mess with the bull, you'll get the horns!" So yeah I dont know what I did, but she is also playing the silent game and lets exclude Calle and not invite her to dinner or whatever fun things we are doing or pay for her terribly needed hair-cut. I dont even care right now. Im gonna have a break from them for 4 whole days! Yay! They also set up mousetraps in the garage which Im totally against, its very inhumane, so I set one off and moved the food off the other one. It was so scary when it snapped it flew like a foot in the air. I hate those things. I mean we should get the door fixed not kill the mice just because they found a safe place to go, If we have to kill them at least do it by letting the cats out, thats a natural part of life, plus it wasnt by my hand. God, Im just a hippie animal-lover.
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[ 11/20 // 10:15 PM ] |
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Hey kids!
Just got back from physical therapy! I met my doctor trainer lady and she has this crazy russian accent so i didnt catch her insane russian name.
I had a very eventful weekend.
Hung out with Kari and Suzy and then Suzy had to leave for a while and clean her house. So Kari and I just walked around and then sat out on the lawn and had a very nihilistic / emo moment. Kari and I ate some tuna sashimi and banana bread. Then Suzy came and made things happier.
So as most of you know my cat died on Friday. =[ Suzy, Kari, and I discovered him after making Quintin a t-shirt with spray paint and learning the Oompa Loompa dance. So Im kinda sad, I wasnt too attached to it, I loved it and all, but it was kinda a bitch to me. Hopefully we get another kitty for christmas, but in the meantime to keep my fuzzy animal withdrawals at by I got a mouse. Hee hee! I named him Butterball after those turkeys since its almost Thanksgiving. But his name will change after that. I dont know how long our relationship is gonna last though because he just bit me and started peeing everywhere, plus the snake is getting hungry.
On Saturday I went to a King's game, and since Im not to into Hockey I cheered for the other team and people started looking at me angrily. Im surprised it didnt get violent. The I hung out with Kari and Suzy again at Suzy's. It was her little brother's 13th birthday so we got to babysit like 20 horny eighth grade band kids, which we lost on our way to the pool for like 15 minutes. Who loses 20 kids?
On Sunday I decorated the cake for my grandma's 76th birthday, then went and babysat a pair of 3 year old twins for 4 1/2 hours. Then went to my grandma's birthday afterwards!
Love Calle.
And Happy Birthday to my sister! Shes 19!
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[ 10/15 // 7:29 PM ] |
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So my weekend was okay...
The Halloween Haunt thing was fun. It was raining pretty hard so Allie and I got some ponchos which made us look like eskimo scientists. I nearly cried everytime I saw a clown, which wasnt much thank god. I spilled hot coffee all over my hand running away from some scary hunchback guy with metal fingers and was verbally harrased by a freaky guy with bloody underwear?? (but it was funny and extremely gross). We got home around 1 in the morning and I was so excited cuz on the way there, KROQ kept playing the intro to wttbp but it was a tease so for the drive there i didnt get to hear it, but finally on the way home when im dead tired they play it and I got all happy. Yay!
Saturday morning I woke up with a nasty cold. probably from being wet and in the rain (I took the poncho off while it was still raining). I still went to the mall with Jesse and bought Suzy's birthday present. I bought her these comfy brown capris pants that according to Jesse "were screaming her name, and the screams were muffled until I pick them out and then the whole store could hear those pants scream "SUZY!!! SSUUZZYYYY!!!" ". Then Jesse and I both got her this giant painting of a deer from Urban. It was kinda a joke at first but we both got really excited about it and almost bought ones for ourselves but they wouldnt match our rooms. Not that it matched Suzy's but we both have themes. Our last stop was Hot Topic for me. I needed 2 more buttons for my bag cuz they keep falling off and getting lost! I got really jumpy when I saw they had all this new tbp stuff too! But i didnt buy anything cuz i had no more money.
The party was fun too. We went back into the illegal hills to go cow tipping but got caught by a farmer in his truck so we all took off running but couldnt outrun the truck and I ripped my pants. Then we went to the jacuzzi to wash all the dirt and bugs off us from the hills. We watched The Boogyman, which was entertaining until the end, and it ended up being a retarded movie that still made us afraid to look at a closet.
So its Sunday, Im still sick, not feeling any better. I was lazy all day and didnt do anything. Im too tired to do any homework so I wont. I dont want to go to school tomorrow, but I know my family will make me go cuz I dont have a fever. Anyways Im gonna go to bed now or go lay on the couch and watch tv like I have all day. I watched the discovery channel and learned alot about tsunamis and mystery diagnosis. Haha I feel smarter.
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[ 10/12 // 7:22 PM ] |
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Heaven Help Us - My Chem |
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And will you pray for me
Make them say your name
Will you lay for me
And make a saint of me
‘Cause I’ll give you all the nails you need
Cover me in gasoline
Wipe away those tears of blood again
And the punch line to the joke is asking
Someone save us
Heaven help us now
Come crashing down
And hear the sound
As you fall
You don’t know a thing about my sins
How the misery begins
You don’t know
So I’m burning, I’m burning
Its seems like life is getting kinda boring and extremely mundane.
I realize Im doing the same routine over and over again, everyday. I dont have the energy to really do anything exciting or spontaneous. And the only time I feel the least bit of excitement is when Im in bed about to fall asleep and know that my minds at peace for a couple of hours while i sleep. Then I wake up with dread knowing I have to get up and go along with all this routine shit. I havent hung out with any friends outside of school for the longest time. And even when Im with them I feel bored and out of the loop.
However, Im hanging out with Allie tomorrow night so that will make me either feel better or worse. Shes so happy and bright. That will either annoy me or uplift me. We'll see. Were going to Universal Studios' Halloween Haunt thingy, so im thinking ill have a pretty good time because halloween is totally my scene and may put me in a better mood.
I just have felt so tired the last couple of weeks, physically, mentally, and socially. I just need to relax this weekend and surround myself with the people who love me (my friends). Which works out because Suzy's birthday is on Sunday, and Jesse and I are going shopping together for her presents on Saturday.
Hopefully im not getting depressed again... eww.
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[ 08/28 // 9:18 PM ] |
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I havent been on lj in so long on schools starting up again in 2 days..oh and im thrilled. I hate people. Especially too many of them. Even more especially too many annoying, stupid, or preppy people. Which at MHS you cant avoid. Shoot me now. Thank god it may possibly be my last year there.
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